Im happy to hear that u already quarrel with her becuz of me.
But im not happy to hear that u wan to contact her when we are in bad terms.


I know that im trying to pull u back yet i didnt do anything.
But im really sick and tired about the things we quarrelled about.
I hate that.


And if u ever wan to talk to her etc, there's nothing i can stop u.
follow wad ur heart says.


And dont regret about whether u are being with me or her.
I understand everything.
U just need concern from me,yet i dont give so u are taking it from others.

Sorry about it.
hope u can give me more time to change myself.
Asking u to stop texting her can change over a night, but asking me to change my lifestyle is harder than asking u to stop texting her.
Do u understand?
wad im trying to say.