disconnected pls.

sometimes im thking of wad is it to make me so complicated?

i have nice people ard me.. im lucky.
i have nice parent who understand me..im lucky.
i have frenz who understand me too..im lucky.
i have love ones who love me..im lucky.
i have people who take care of me when im drunk..im lucky.
i have quite nice bosses..im lucky.

then wad is it that makes me so moody..and complicated?

m i thking too much? am i doing the wrong things that made people think alot??
so wad is it, that made me feel like being disconnected now.
and nvr be back.

some people needed to talk to frenz. but when im talking to my frenz or parent about it.. rumours spread.. i hate it. i rather keep it to myself and be in other place with a new circle of frenz..start everything anew..and escape from reality.

im coward..i rather escape from reailty then accepting the facts.. cuz i am afraid of alot of things and affected of wad people said.