this is how i feel right now.

i begin to dislike to hang out with certain people right now. i feel like im faking myself infront of them and i hate it. if u dislike the way im doing or the way i am then don ever hang out with me. not everyone can click well with with every single one isnt it. and its the fact. and i don wan to hide it anymore. there are too many hypocrites. I am one of them too. wtf! i hate that! i wan to be myself, if i don hang out with u anymore means i don like u, get it?

i wan to stay away from some certain people but no matter where i go i always see them. i don know how to explain how i feel now. i feel like leaving this place. its like when i started to be nice to ppl,they take it for granted. but when im not nice to them they thk im too proud etc its like wad e fuck! it may happen in the past but not now, ive changed for the better. i am! y nobody believe wad i said sometimes. Y!

I felt lost when i cant find ppl to hang out together, i really need just one person to stay with me. i know im selfish sometimes and im afraid of loneliness, but all human beings are selfish arent they? some always wanted more than wad they already have. some will be contented of wad they have. but not me. yet i can compromise sometimes though as long as that person don get out of my life.

i really hate this feeling, i wanted to hang out with ppl i wan to hang out with but ppl are talking about it. i feel that im living for the sake for others and not myself but i wan to live for myself. FUCK!

i wan something diff. i wan something or someone that makes me happy. till i die.