my back still hurts like hell. i cant sleep at night, i need to pop pills to sleep.
i cant sleep straight but like sideways. i hate myself being like that yet i made it happen to myself.

i hate myself for not disliking u, it was a short period of hanging out together.
yet whatever u said and do has made a deep impression in my mind and i cant simply let go.
korean romances..f**k them. all bullshits. too dramatic. they are really too good to be true. too real. even if its fake i dont even know. because what ever he said and do is so true, made me fall in so deep..i need to get out soon.

i need time..

believe time will heal everything..

i believe so..