no matter how hard i try, u're still on my mind.

i saw his photos with his new love when they were celebrating xmas eve together, i nearly cried.
i was wrong and i was bad now i really lost u, u have a new love which is good for u..all the best.

i will be waiting though i know u will not come back but i cant make myself fall for someone else as deep as i did it for u. i miss u.. i really do.

i wanted to text u so badly ever since we happen to meet that night, i wish u can tell me that u didnt have a new gf while was on the way sending u home..hoping that it was just a white lie. but i was wrong. the next day u really treat me like a friend just a type of friend that u will just say hi and bye.
my heart sunk. i needed u so badly..i still need u..