wad is love exactly all about?

i cant sleep last night..been tossing on the bed keep thinking y i cant sleep?
i've been missing u, i wana see u almost everyday.
u been working, i understand but we cant even forked out some time of the day to meet up.
I feel so lost.
Im thking that when someone said he/she loves her alot, yet not showing out.
Y is this call love?
when i meet up with u i don feel that we were as close as before.
I feel that im like a stranger standing beside u.
we met for an hour last week that all.
I didnt ask for more.
I know u gonna meet ur fren for some talk over something.
I need love.
I need attention too.
I don know how long i can hold.
I wan to be loved.
feel the love.
U ask me to change for a better person, means club lesser.
but i dint.
U know y?
cuz i have been waiting for u to ask me out every single day,
but u always text me or call me that u will be going home.
I did make an effort to meet u, like going ur house last week.
But things dont turn out well.
We arent like before.
can both of us change for thr future? not only me.
I wan us together.
But im really afraid as times goes by,
I will really fall for others than being with u.
I don wish to see that.
u called and told me that u have been nice to me on the phone.
but wad i wan more is not u on the phone.
i wan to see u.
that y im throwing temper.
Im tired, feeling very tired.